A WORD FROM THE LORD TO BUILD UP, ENCOURAGE, AND COMFORT YOU.
It happens slowly. You go from an incredible time in the presence of the Lord, to suddenly feeling like Jesus has packed His bags and left for higher ground. What happened exactly? I tell you what you start to think.
No, I can boldly say that none of these things are true. In fact, the answer to your dilemma is simpler than you think. You just got distracted a bit, that is all. You allowed those nasty things in life such as guilt and fear from the enemy to start getting you down. That's what the enemy does to us when thing are going good in our lives, he can't stand it and has to come along and mess things up.
You started out by feeling renewed and refreshed in His presence, but afterwards those thoughts started to crowd your mind. Fear started creeping in, slinging mud at you, and your mistakes started piling guilt on your head until you just feel so tired and weary. You feel as if you will never feel His presence again.
Child of God, Jesus is right there with you. He is by your side right now loving you. He never left. He promised us he would never leave us, nor forsake us. The anointing is still inside of you! His POWER is still inside of you. Just get rid of the mud. Take authority of that fear that keeps nagging at the back of your mind. Stand against that guilt in the name of Jesus
It is the enemy who has been accuses you, not the Lord. So throw off that load, and you will see that Jesus has been there all along. Each time you get a revelation of how much Jesus loves you, it is still just a drop in the ocean of how very big His heart is.
Jesus has not rejected you. He has not walked out on you and He is not condemning you. He is standing by right now to lift you up again. Take His hand and before you know it, you will feel squeaky clean once again.
Rom 8:1 There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.
Remember this: There is nothing that you will face today that the Lord can't bring you through.
Thank God for what you have, Trust God for what you need