I write today one hundred twenty days since that awful day of reckoning bless, wholesome and empowered. April through May seems so long ago, I am happy that I logged my feeling by sharing my story in Precious 1 and 2 blogs.
Yesterday I kept my promise to myself, I did my second HIV test in four months, I was confident the results would mirror the first and it did……Negative! For me it symbolizes the last connection to my gay ex, good riddance to my gay parasite.
By the grace of God I am still here! Stronger and living with renewed purpose and vision. When you out your partner to the world you also share the spotlight. Initially I chose to be timid, weary of the feedback from my declaration of this man creeping around with another man, admitting to me his secret and thinking me desperate enough to stay with him living a life on his terms.