I have lied to friend s and family, I told them I did a HIV test and that it was negative. I wont lie to you, I am scared and hoping to do so when my mind is settled.
I have a 19 year old daughter, 1st year student at the university and my other daughter attends a great traditional high school. I live my life for them, the prospect of death by illness isn't an option until they're strong and on their foot. Here is stress, my children also bares the scars of this latest break-up. The query from friends, the quiet whispers as they pass a group in the lane/bus stop/shop. I promise myself to do all that is needed, sooner than later.
Thank you so much for you kind consideration, the care and the time you have shown.....amazing. I promise not to pull a fast one on you by saying this.....soon, I promise to get all the recommended test done.