Straight Spouse Awareness & Community Advocacy
1. Who is a straight spouse?
You are a straight spouse if you are a heterosexual person who is, or was in a relationship, is married to, separated or divorced from someone who is LGBT, (lesbian, gay, bi-sexual or transgender.) Transgender may include but is not limited to transsexuals, cross-dressers, or individuals who have had a sex change. Some people are straight spouses by choice, but most straight spouses unknowingly dated or married someone who is secretly gay.
2. Why are you interested in helping straight spouses?
Donneth, you know me that when I know of a problem I usually try to find a solution for it. After much research I found out this was not unique to just myself. There is a very big problem in our immigrant community, and all over the world. I prayed about it and God has been using me to help others who may find themselves in the same situation or worse, being already married to the person. Straight spouses often feel alone with no one to talk to.
So SFC decided to take on straight spouse awareness as part of our community advocacy to teach, validate, empower, and support anyone who feels that they are a straight spouse and needs support, and also to help prevent others from becoming straight spouses.
Our website Connecting The Down Low Clues at southfloridaconnects.com is family friendly and provides much information to help straight spouses, pastors, community professionals, parents, teenagers, and family and friends of straight spouses. We also have a straight spouse awareness hotline 954-983-9751 where people can call and leave messages. If someone leaves a message with contact information, they will be contacted in the manner they requested.
3. Why is intuition and discernment so important in straight spouse awareness?
Where there is smoke there is fire. All humans have a built in bad vibes detection system. God made humans like that for a reason, so we can help to protect ourselves. Usually one of the first clues that a man or woman may have that their spouse is not on the up and up, is through their intuition, that nagging feeling that something is just not right. It might be something that was said or an action, but it made you uncomfortable enough for you to wonder about it. Women are gifted with a great internal alarm system and too many of us fail to use it.
If you are in the bedroom and you smell smoke or like something is burning wouldn’t you get up and go and investigate? So why don’t women in particular investigate more when the alarms go off and you even start loosing sleep about it? Sometimes your investigation only requires a few smart questions or a little more keen attention to sometimes insignificant looking details. Some people don’t look at their spouses; refuse to look them in the eye. If you do that you may find that your weird feelings are not because you are crazy, but because something is very wrong. If you look someone in the eye, your sense of discernment may kick in, and you will be alerted to things that are wrong.
4. Some people are afraid to ask questions, why should women and men ask tough questions, especially when they are dating someone new, and what are some of the questions that should be asked?
Some women are afraid to ask a man if he is married. A new man you meet may never volunteer that information if you do not ask it directly, as some people believe if it was not asked they don’t have to tell. Likewise if you don’t ask someone their HIV status they don’t have to tell you. This should be a must ask question, but please know your status before you start inquiring about others.
This is the fair way to operate. Knowing your HIV status places you in a position of empowerment. For those who don’t know their HIV status, if you live in the USA you can find out by texting your zip code to 566948. You will receive a text with the name and telephone number of a testing location in your zip code. You should contact them to set up a time for you to get a free HIV test. Health centers do more than HIV testing so no one has to know why you are going there. You can also get a test done by your private doctor if you have one. You can also go to www.hivtest.org to find a local testing location near you. There is no stigma in getting tested. Knowing your HIV status is powerful.
If you are negative you will know to guard your negative status, and do not assume that your partner is negative also. God provides protection and you may not have been adversely affected so do not assume anyone is negative. Let them show you their test results, that is your only proof. Even then be careful as it only takes one mistake to make you positive. If unfortunately you are positive, you will know and will be able to start a medical regimen early, so you can continue to look good and remain in satisfactory health for a very long time.
Women tend to find out their positive status much later than men, so it is important to be vigilant so you can begin a good healthcare regimen if you are indeed positive.
THERE IS NO SHAME IN GETTING TESTED. NOT GETTING TESTED CAN BRING YOU SHAME!
If you suspect, or even if you don’t suspect infidelity, weird computer usage by your spouse can set up red flags to tell you that something is wrong. Are they hiding what they are doing on the computer? Do they cover or delete screens when you walk by? Do they watch to see if you are looking before going to certain web pages? Do they hide their emails, or test messages? Do they make a big fuss if you touch their cell phone or try to answer it when it rings? Have you ever seen text messages with weird abbreviations and language you do not understand? If you answered yes to these, they are RED FLAGS! Investigate discretely; your life may depend on your vigilance.
You won’t be able to find any computer red flags if you don’t know how to use the computer. At least let your computer savvy kids teach you how to use the computer for basic stuff such as web browsing or checking emails and instant messages. You can get free lessons at some local libraries, adult evening classes, or if you can afford to, pay a high school student to teach you. There is really no excuse for not know how to use the computer. That is why some of our immigrant men are able to hide their same sex infidelity for so long. They have spouses who are afraid to get near the computer or learn to use the cell phone for anything other than just making calls.
Using web browsing history can tell you what sites have been visited on the computer. Using the CRTL+H keys will usually bring up the browsing history for today, last week, two, three weeks ago or longer. If someone is using the computer to visit gay dating and hook up sites such as manhunt.com, adam4adam.com, Craigslist personals and any other such sites, porn sites, gay support sites, and gay divorce advice sites, you will see that in the history if the history has not been deleted.
If the browsing history has been deleted, that means someone has something to hide. You may want to find out what they are hiding. Even if it’s only financial stuff, that too can hurt you.
Texting is a very easy and convenient way to make contact with someone else. Secretly gay men are experts at texting. It is very easy for them to make a hook up with location and time, even directions to the location via text message. They will sit next to you and send a text to their gay sex partner to arrange a hook up after the family function.
That is how one pastor's wife knew he was cheating. She was waiting for him at the location believing it was another woman and was devastated to find that her pastor husband was meeting with another man for sex. She said nothing and investigated for almost a year, frequently documenting his encounters with a high powered lens camera from a discreet distance. He never knew she had any idea of what he was doing until she presented him with more than a hundred pictures of himself and so many strange men in the most compromising positions. She divorced him, but unfortunately he is still preaching... and is still in the closet.
It is also very important to understand the jargon used by secretly gay men in their text messages. Abbreviations helps to say much more, so learn the definitions for the jargon they use and you will be shocked to see what they are saying to each other via text messages or even voice messages.
Would you understand this voice message? "Are the fish & chips still there? I want to come over because I am bore with vanilla ice cream." It seems pretty harmless doesn't it? Think again. Go to our definitions page and send me an email to let me know if you figure out what it really meant. One wife found out what it meant fourteen years too late.
6. We have too many straight spouses in the church. What is the main way people can protect themselves and avoid becoming straight spouses?
Asking for spiritual guidance is key to avoiding danger and protecting yourself. Never ever underestimate the power of prayer. Don’t bother to ask God for guidance and protection if you are not willing to listen and follow what he shows you. Always put God in charge of any decision you want to make and follow His guidance. Sometimes we self help but God does not need our help.
We should not try to make important decisions based solely on our selves. Use your sense of discernment and follow that small voice. It may be telling you something that is so not what you want to hear, but if you ignore it you will end up regretting that you did not listen.
If I never asked for guidance in choosing a mate, and listen to what God was saying and paid attention to what he was showing me, I would have married a man who would have just used me to cover up his same sex orientation. It was not easy to back off, and walk away, but I believed God and I knew He was showing me everything for my benefit. If I had self helped and ignore what I was shown, I would be in a messy marriage right now.
Please use your intuition and your sense of disernment. God’s intention is to help you not hurt you. So when Mr. Right seems too good to be true, please pray and ask for guidance.
Hebrews 13:4 NIV: Marriage should be honored by all, and the marriage bed kept pure, for God will judge the adulterer and all the sexually immoral.